"You should know, I’m not always the man I appear to be. I stood tall when I was sick so you all could be at peace. You all were so afraid, but the truth is how flimsy I was. I was so afraid of letting you all know I was afraid but that night Nat called me I cried so hard. ‘I’m not ready to die, I’m not ready to die.’
That next morning she came in and kissed me on the head and told me everything was going to be alright, and for a moment I felt like it was just the cold and I was going to get better. I was five again.
No one made me that happy in a very long time. I know it won’t happen, but I want to die in her arms. I am in love again, and I would like it written on paper for her to see."
That next morning she came in and kissed me on the head and told me everything was going to be alright, and for a moment I felt like it was just the cold and I was going to get better. I was five again.
No one made me that happy in a very long time. I know it won’t happen, but I want to die in her arms. I am in love again, and I would like it written on paper for her to see."
— John. (via somewherestreet)
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